It’s been a real long time since I last wrote. Well Alan asked Sarita and said no and he hated her for about a month. They’re friends now. Sarita’s sister Rosie moved here. Cathy and I have become good friends and Sarita is a bitch. She doesn’t know I think so.
Well Ben a boy down the street said to Steve that he liked me! Well on Saturday night he told Steve that he wanted me to keep him warm. Then on Sunday Steve told me that he wanted to go with me. I said yes because he is real cute, short, sweet, and real nice. His mood never changes, he’s always happy.
On Monday he found that I said yes. He sat by me on the bus. We then went up to the store and we hugged and said good-bye. On Tuesday, we were outside with them until late and we just hugged. On Wednesday we were outside with Cathy and Steve and we just hugged. It was my birthday and they took me downtown. On the way back we linked arms and walked. Then when we got to the warehouse, we started jumping the sign. Then I had to go home so Ben walked me home. At the door we hugged and kissed goodbye. On Thursday I didn’t see him at all. Then tonight he had to leave the arcade and so did I. So I walked with him. We started holding hands and then when we got home we kissed goodbye. I like him a lot.
I figure anyone that can get me to stop thinking about Alan for a week has got to be good. I don’t like Ben the way I liked Alan. Ben isn’t macho or tough, just sweet, and cute. Alan doesn’t like him because he is so little. He only comes up to my neck. He gave me a great card and 5 dollars for my birthday. I like him so much.
Alan still hugs me but I don’t see him very much ’cause he’s grounded. I did real good on grades. I got 4 A’s and 3 B’s. I dream about Ben. His size used to matter to me but it doesn’t anymore. HIs brother’s nice too. He’s so strange at times. So Steve can stop nagging me about kissing or holding hands or putting arms around being close to each other because now everything I do just has to do with him. I’m not going to wait around for Alan. Well got to go.