Well I haven’t written in a while but I did tell my mother and I’m not going to Portland. Ron already went to California and back so I’m glad about that. I’m going over to his house tomorrow, hopefully. I think something has changed because he is real sarcastic and kind of mean. It seems that he is trying to get rid of me by just being mean. I don’t know I’m going to be different tomorrow and see if he notices. I want to find out if anything is wrong ’cause I love him and I don’t want him to be upset about something. I would love to go out with him but he is acting weird, kind of mean. Well talk tomorrow. I hope I’ll write more later. Gotta to see the news and find out what’s wrong. I love you Ron.